D.B. Cox writing showcase on the official website of Laura Hird
SHOWCASE @laurahird.com
To read my review of Donnie's collection, 'Passing for Blue' on The New Review section of this site, click here, to read Donnie's story 'Boundaries' on the Showcase, click here; to read his showcased story, 'Fixed as Fate' click here; to read Donnie's series of poems 'The Home' click here or to read Donnie's story, 'Last Angel in Underland' click here.
DB Cox is a blues musician/writer from South Carolina. His writing has
appeared in Underground Voices, Thunder Sandwich, Dublin Quarterly,
Aesthetica, Bonfire, Gator Springs Gazette, Heat City Review, Snow Monkey,
Southern Hum, Southern Gothic and others.
He has had three books of poetry published: �Passing For Blue� (published by
Rank Stranger Press), �Lowdown� and �Ordinary Sorrows� (published by Pudding
House Publications). Main Street Rag published his first full-length
poetry collection, �Empty Frames�, in October, 2006.
D.B.'S FAVOURITE GUITARISTS
ROBERT JOHNSON
Click image to visit the Robert Johnson Notebooks website; for the Delta Haze Corporation Robert Johnson Tribute Pages, click here or for related music on Amazon, click hereTAMPA RED
Click image for Tampa Red sound clips and information on the Yazoo Records site; for a selection of Tampa Red lyrics on the Blues Lyrics Online site, click here or for related music on Amazon, click hereDUANE ALLMAN
Click image for a biography and discography of Allman on the Natural Fire website; to read Gregg Allman's tender tribute to the memory of his brother, Duane, bottleneck king on Guitar World site, click here or for related music on Amazon, click hereMIKE BLOOMFIELD
Click image to visit the official Mike Bloomfield website; for a biography and discography of Bloomfield on the Blues Power site, click here or for related music on Amazon, click hereFREDDIE KING
Click image for a profile of Freddie King on the Them website; for a biography and King-related links on the About Blues website, click here or for related music on Amazon, click hereBONNIE RAITT
Click image to visit Bonnie Raitt's official website; for the unofficial Bonnie Raitt website, click here or for related music on Amazon, click hereDAVID GILMOUR
Click image for a profile David Gilmour on Sunset Strip site; for a selection of David Gilmour song lyrics on the Rock Magic site, click here or for related music on Amazon, click hereSONNY LANDRETH
Click image to visit the official Sonny Landreth website; for the StarPolish interview with Landreth, click here or for related music on Amazon, click hereROBBEN FORD
Click image to visit the official Robben Ford website; for Digital Interviews interview with Ford, click here or for related music on Amazon, click hereWES MONTGOMERY
Click image for Duke Education's website dedicated to Montgomery and his music; to read more about Montgomery on The Jazz Files site, click here or for related music on Amazon, click here
D.B.'S FAVOURITE BANDS
ALLMAN BROTHERS
Click image to visit the Allman Brothers official website; for the Allman Brothers and the Crossroads Curse website, click here or for related music on Amazon, click hereTHE BAND
Click image to visit The Band's official website; for lyrics and guitar chords from The Band's music, click here or for related music on Amazon, click herePAUL BUTTERFIELD BLUES BAND
Click image to read about Paul Butterfield on the Island website; for the Paul Butterfield Blues Band Links page, click here or for related music on Amazon, click herePINK FLOYD
Click image to visit the official Pink Floyd website; for the Pink Floyd & Co website, click here or for related music on Amazon, click hereTHE POGUES
Click image to visit In the Wake of Medusa - the official Pogues website; for the official Shane MacGowan website, click here or for related music on Amazon, click here
D.B.'S FAVOURITE SONGWRITERS
TOWNES VAN ZANDT
Click image to visit the Townes Van Zandt Central website; for the Townes Van Zandt Record Collection website, click here or for related music on Amazon, click hereJOHN HIATT
Click image to visit the official John Hiatt website; for the John Hiatt Archive site, click here or for related music on Amazon, click hereJOHN PRINE
Click image to visit the John Prine Shrine website; for A Big, Fat Retrospective by Steve Cooper, click here or for related music on Amazon, click hereROGER WATERS
Click image to visit the official Roger Waters website; for the Roger Waters Online site, click here or for related music on Amazon, click hereSHANE MCGOWAN
Click image to read the Croak of Gold interview with MacGowan on Rocky Sullivan's website; for Salon.com's profile of MacGowan, click here or for related items on Amazon, click here
D.B.'S FAVOURITE FILMS
FIVE EASY PIECES
Click image for a profile of the film on the Film Site website; to read Carol Eastman's script online at the Daily Script, click here or to order the film on Amazon, click hereDR. STRANGELOVE
Click image for images and audio clips from the film on the Indelible Inc website; for a review, video and sound clips from the film on Tiger Sweat site, click here or to order the film on Amazon, click hereSUNSET BOULEVARD
Click image to visit the Sunset Boulevard Online Tribute site; for a profile of the film on Eskimo.com, click here or to order the film on Amazon, click hereSAVE THE TIGER
Click image to read about the film on the New York Times website; for a profile of the film's star, Jack Lemmon in an Oscar-winning performace on the Film Bug site, click here or to order the film on Amazon, click hereMIDNIGHT COWBOY
Click image to visit the original Midnight Cowboy site; to read Waldo Salt's screenplay for the film on the Screenplays for You website, click here or to order the film on Amazon, click herePARIS, TEXAS
Click image to read about the film on director, Wim Wenders official website; for the Paris, Texas fansite, click here or to order the film on Amazon, click hereTREASURE OF THE SIERRA MADRE
Click image for a profile of the film on the Chicago Sun Times website; to read about the film on the Film Site website, click here or to order the film on Amazon, click hereMIDNIGHT EXPRESS
Click image for a profile of the film on the Outrate website; to read Oliver Stone's script for the film on the Daily Script website, click here or to order the film on Amazon, click hereGRAPES OF WRATH
Click image for a profile and sound clips from the film on the Top 100 Movie Lists website; for a great selection of links relating to the film and the book on the Research Guide for Students site, click here or to order the film on Amazon, click hereTHE SWIMMER
Click image for a profile and links relating to the film on the Othyr World site; to read about John Cheever's original story, 'The Swimmer' on the Salon.com site, click here or to order the film on Amazon, click here
D.B.'S FAVOURITE WRITERS
ANTON CHEKHOV
Click image for a biography of Chekhov and related links on the Imagi-Nation website; for a profile of Chekhov and related links on the NCW website, click here or for related books on Amazon, click hereRAYMOND CARVER
Click image to visit Phil Carson's Raymond Carver Page, including bibliography and links; for two interviews with Carver on the Prose as Architecture site, click here or to view his books on Amazon, click hereRICHARD YATES
Click image to visit A Website for Richard Yates; for the article, 'The Lost World of Richard Yates' on the Boston Review website, click here or for related books on Amazon, click hereJ.D. SALINGER
Click image for a biography of Salinger and related links on Levity.com; for the Salinger.org site, click here or to view his books on Amazon, click hereANDRE DUBUS
Click image to read the article, 'Remembering Andre Dubus' on Salon.com; for an interview with Dubus on the Identity Theory website, click here or for related books on Amazon, click hereDENIS JOHNSON
Click image for the feature, 'Denis Johnson's Second Stage' on the New York Metro site; for Andrea Clark's interview with Johnson on the San Francisco Reader site, click here or to view his books on Amazon, click here
(Photo credit: Michael Lavine)
WALKER PERCY
Click image to visit the Walker Percy Project website; for Marion Montgomery's essay, 'Walker Percy and the Christian Scandal' on the First Things website, click here or for related books on Amazon, click hereHART CRANE
Click image for biography, bibliography and related links on the Kobe University website; for a selection of writing by Crane on the Modern American Poetry website, click here or for related books on Amazon, click hereWILLIAM CARLOS WILLIAMS
Click image for a wide selection of links relating to Williams on the Modern American Poetry website; for a biography, bibliography and selection links relating to Williams on the Poetry Exhibits website, click here or for related books on Amazon, click hereLANGSTON HUGHES
Click image for a profile of Langston Hughes on the Red Hot Jazz site; for a biography, bibliography and a great selection of Hughes-related links on the Poetry Exhibits site, click here or for related books on Amazon, click here
SELECTED POETRY by D.B. Cox
'ANOTHER GOOD MAN DONE GONE'
�You may bury my body
down by the highway side
So my old evil spirit
can catch a Greyhound bus and ride�
Me & The Devil Blues by Robert Johnson
spent ashes fall
from a neglected
cigarette jammed
between metal strings
running over
the headstock
of a pawn shop guitar
like blue veins
leading to the heart
of the matter
open chords stumble
& stagger
behind jagged
bottleneck moans
sliding along
a juke-joint floor
aching phrases
that fill vacant
outlines
of ghost notes
waiting to be played
sweat-stained
ebony face
wailing a song
about a hound
from hell
when suddenly
the music stops-
& Robert Johnson
drops to his knees
ribs heaving
bleeding
from the nose
liver on fire
clawing
at his gut
half-dead eyes
rolling back
in his head
mind running
down highway 61
recalling
dark deals done
where a twisted
tree grows
& two empty roads
cross in the night
� D.B. Cox Reproduced with permission
'GOOD SAINT SHANE'
for Shane McGowan
holding tight
to a mic stand
lifeline-
cigarette smoke
rising
from a shaky
right hand
pushing perfect songs
past a death-rattle
diaphragm
good saint shane
stumbling
toward grace
pissing
in the face
of the �everyday�
half-burnt brain cells
still flaring
across that magic
black box
half-cocked laugh
crackling
like static
from a broken radio
rock & roll water walker
playing out
the implications
of his holy part
peter pan poet
with a metronome heart
that keeps on beating
because it can
� D.B. Cox Reproduced with permission
'SMOKE' (for Robert Dickerson a.k.a. Benjamin Smoke)
With a throat smooth as a lamb
Yet dry as a branch not snapping
He throws back his head
And he does not sing a thing mournful
- Patti Smith, "Death Singing"
painted
with a face
like a refugee
skin whiter
than stage lights
words cracking
broken glass
blue-hot pieces
tumbling among
trumpet trills
& dissonant cello
arpeggios
banjo chords
overturned & burning
down in cabbagetown
down in cabbagetown
sapphire-dressed
drag queen
serves up
the strange beauty
of anti-orchestration
scarred pages
revealed
line by line
unguarded
slow disclosures
falling down
in cabbagetown
down in cabbagetown
� D.B. Cox Reproduced with permission
'DUST-OFF'
clean-collar commuters
peer from the cover
of stylish shades
taking secret comfort
in a pathetic apparition
wrapped
in an army overcoat
face down
in a pool of piss
baptized
purified
crucified
in the mute humility
of his own guilt
while inside crusty
rust-filled ears
distant city traffic
hums like a �huey�-
spectral medevac
searching for a soul
lost forty years ago
somewhere along
the mekong river
� D.B. Cox Reproduced with permission
'NIGHTWATCH'
in the gentleman�s
john-defunct exxon
hiding
out-of-luck eyes
hard as roman nails
bony back
to the wall
dead man
laughing
at nothing at all
shaky tones
falling
into a full-blown
smoker�s hack
bell-cracked
saxophone
rattling �round
the unholy sanctuary
top floor of hell
holding cell that smells
like a dress rehearsal
for the cemetery
� D.B. Cox Reproduced with permission
'GOLDEN GATE'
--- The Golden Gate Bridge is one of the most popular spots for suicide in the world. In 2004, when a film called �The Bridge�, was shot, 24 people threw themselves from it.
young man
a random figure
on the golden gate
poses
as if he knows
he�s being filmed
a documentary
shot from a distance
camera rolling
holding the future
of his demise
a path unwinding
through time-
i am held fast
by the impending
suicide-intersection
of victim & killer
an event
that has found
its medium-
more real
than anything
in this room
where i sit
eyes locked
on the screen
as he leans out
& studies the line
that cuts between
air & water
the empty face
of the bay-gleaming
with the perfect sheen
of reality-
he waits
for a signal-a cue
to be issued
from a place
only he can see
when it comes
he climbs on the rail
turns & falls-backward
from the stage
on his way
to whatever
discoveries there are
to be made
� D.B. Cox Reproduced with permission
'BABY, PLEASE DON'T GO'
hey JB
can you wait
maybe
long enough
to hit me
one more time
slip-slide back
on your good foot
to fan
the famous flames
James can you
make 'em burn
a little longer
you're the man
this is your world -
break loose
shake
off that cape
sing it loud
proud godfather
of soul
come on
baby
please don't go
� D.B. Cox Reproduced with permission
'KRYPTO-NIGHT'
after another night
of stumbling done-in
down metropolis streets -
too fucked-up to fly
superman lies
eyes closed
still under the influence -
naked in the space
between night & day
conjuring pathetic
x-ray visions
of a spent comic book hero
too tired
to walk through walls
or leap tall buildings
with a single bound
too strung out
to keep it all
from falling down -
dead certain
that truth, justice
& the american way
are no longer worth
the never-ending battle
so,
for the sixth time tonight
the frustrated
man of steel
grabs the .38
from the bedside table -
puts it to his head
& pulls the trigger
� D.B. Cox Reproduced with permission
'GETTING BY'
tangled dance
through sliding
subway doors
train full of hanging heads
brain-dead
yes-men
hiding faces
from naked reflections
in dirty glass
straining
to justify
another pointless ride
nine-to-five
bouncing prayers
off heaven�s door
tossing dead birds
into the air
trying to make them fly
tracking some
new voodoo
to cover
the white noise
inside assembly-line
heads rolling
out of tunnels
under corporate skies
painted
with hot light
zigzagged with spilt
yellow lines-pollock piss
canvas
of colored confusion
how much longer
will covering
your eyes
get you by?
� D.B. Cox Reproduced with permission
'A PLAY'
made of whispers
& waiting
sidelong glances
into the wings
hoping to be fed
the next line
praying for another player
to walk on -
someone
who recalls the plot
after an opening
that showed promise
the pace
has ground to a halt
we stare at our feet
& consider the next move
where are we
in this goddamn thing?
the opening -
the middle -
the end -
the stage has shriveled
to a tiny box -
the possibility
of epiphany
has turned
to an image of despair -
an infinite paradox
of circular logic
the audience
sits on the edge
of overpriced seats
& waits impatiently
for disturbing truths
to be revealed
a play
made of whispers
& waiting
� D.B. Cox Reproduced with permission
'BONES'
two-room
roadside attraction -
a peepshow
for three ceramic angels
casting pallid eyes on
a weed covered yard
of wrecked cars
& a one-eyed cat
lying under
a front-porch swing
that dangles
from a single chain
like a hanged man
long past
the last-second call
that never came -
a derelict mockingbird
rests on the rusty frame
of a �64 mustang
& sings songs
stolen from
an unknown bluesman -
one-time resident
composer
of minor works
concerning:
old times
old people
& things disowned
� D.B. Cox Reproduced with permission
'EMPTY FRAMES'
time rides a river -
memories rust
like old bullet holes
in highway signs -
sighs of relief
now that you�ve
all gone
moved along
with your hard facts
about the bags
of flag-wrapped kids
who ate red dirt
on height-numbered
killing hills -
celebrated at home
with silent songs
of praise
in secret parades
down vacant
american avenues -
immortalized by artists
with too many names
selling monuments
selling paintings
selling empty frames
� D.B. Cox Reproduced with permission
'SIDEWALKS OF CANAL STREET'
the �big easy� lies
like a dark, bleeding animal �
an old man with no name
face washed away
by hurricane rains
dies without objection
over two bottles of water
& half-a-bag
of powdered donuts �
frazzled mind
running like a wild dog,
the young killer
stares down
through bewildered eyes
trying hard to work
his own angle of reference
dying remnants of order
struggle in the bloody water
then sink � eight feet
to the sidewalks
of canal street
� D.B. Cox Reproduced with permission
'ELEGY FOR �KING COTTON�'
For my grandfather
there�s a hole in the sky
down by riverside
where the cotton mill
once blocked the sun
old walls
shattered �
bricks scattered like war
along a stagnant pond
the relentless clatter
of iron looms
that worked its way
through
spider-cracked windows
& under closed doors
replaced by an alien
silence that settles
on the mill village
like a sheet
tossed over a death-bed -
grim-faced workers
fetched
by the screaming whistle
three shifts a day
six days a week
to stream through
revolving metal gates
gone -
white bones
in the ground
the last page
of �king cotton�
written on a spinning wind
with wrecking-ball & crane
there�s a hole in the sky
down by riverside
� D.B. Cox Reproduced with permission
'COMING HOME'
january
wind cuts
like a chisel
through cemetery
rows of expired
parking meters
tombstone reminders
that time
never sleeps
waiting grave markers
for graying
prodigal sons
stumbling
done-in down
naked streets
still unwilling
to swap
half-worlds
of unfillable space
& gratuitous
suicide
for a valid world
of comfortable
clich�s & pipers
playing
sweet songs
of coming home
night-clad nomads
following
feeble streetlights
that mark the way
from failing grace
to empty rooms
� D.B. Cox Reproduced with permission
'LAST CHANCE MOTEL'
a run-down motel
clings to the shoulders
of a two-lane
highway
a blinking neon sign
shoots holes
through the middle
of a mississippi night -
enfolded in the
semi-darkness
of a lamp-lit room
a man leans over a table
etching straight-razor
phrases into the
pages of a hotel
notepad
recounting hazy days
strung out behind
like a thousand
miles of bad road
way past the
possibility
of finding something
to count on
like
the orbit
of the earth
around the sun
like
moon-swung
oceans guided by
gravity�s hands
like
a lucky star
to steer his feet
past lonely streets
that lead
to places like
this last chance
motel �
where he sits
with pen in hand
a pistol on the table
& a bible in every room
� D.B. Cox Reproduced with permission
'MADLY BACKWARDS'
sirens sing
junkies to sleep
on the stairway
of the sunset hotel
old hopes fade
& dance away
madly backwards
rain reclaims
worn tire tracks
of piss-yellow cabs
pointed cross town
by gypsy hacks -
insomniacs from new york,
new jersey, new delhi
chasing american dreams
down empty streets �
red, white & blue illusions
slipping into the darkness
of rearview mirrors
lost in the shadows
of sacred skyscrapers
that sigh & bend
in the wind
old myths fade
& dance away
madly backwards
� D.B. Cox
Reproduced with permission
'BREAKDOWN'
pushed too hard
we�ve got what
they paid for
now
black-clad
babyface terminators
bent by a common
denominator
traveling, strapped,
across school yards
like stray dogs -
battered
one too many times
by young
beasts of prey
who have always
stalked hallways
of lower learning
while helpless
reflections
caught
in the glass
of classroom windows
keep turning pages �
hoping the answer
that might slow
this crazy breakdown
will show itself soon
� D.B. Cox
Reproduced with permission
'THE LEGEND'
barroom is smoky
he swears that he knows me
i lie, say �no way�
& move to a corner booth
where I sit & stare
into my bottle
like a gypsy fortune teller
trying to place the face�
high school badass
loved to fight
ate glass for breakfast
& pissed razor blades
drink you under the table
laughing too loud
forever looking
to make trouble his own
slow dancing
with the wrong woman
in the wrong bar
on the wrong side of town
around him, you were always
out on a limb -
slipping toward a night
in the drunk tank
hell yeah
numero uno
small-town desperado
a fucking local legend�
now -
a blast from the past
sunset in his eyes
bravado, decades gone
hard-earned stories
boring the hell
out of a young lady
hanging at the bar
clutching a baby-blue
cellphone,
like she�s waiting on a call
from another time zone�
� D.B. Cox
Reproduced with permission
'STREET SOLDIERS'
last night,
i saw you walk
out of the
moon-driven dark
gray beret
crazy bluebird tattoo
across your neck
Tu Do street, 1968
changed, but somehow
still the same
you looked happy
to be alive again
as if an angel
had rolled back
the stone
from the alley of the lost
& pulled you out
clean �
seeing your face,
triggered a sadness
i couldn�t locate -
like an address book
with a missing page
yesterday�s names
& places
lost forever
but i�m still here
covering your tracks
forever in love
with the suffering
addicted to the weakness -
relaxed by the fact
of never having to be
strong again
so i wasn�t ashamed
when you walked by
pretending
not to know me
i just re-aimed
my dead eyes to a place
over your left shoulder,
held out my hand
& asked if you could buy
an old �soldier of the street�
a bottle �
to help cheat the cold
� D.B. Cox
Reproduced with permission
'MARKERS'
I.
pondering
the inscrutable
implications
of a normal life
a life of crimes
not committed -
haunted
by the presence
of some lost,
half-forgotten,
not-really-expected
possibility -
wondering why,
in this thriving
world, where even
the waitress
has season tickets
to the symphony
everyone should be
so fucking miserable
II.
on the sofa,
book in hand
a sudden impulse
to tell my wife
about myself -
after ten years,
she must have
forgotten a lot
her cell-phone
rings, she answers,
i forget why
i wanted to do this
III.
tired of
living her life
by someone
else�s motives
tired of
measuring her
days by someone
else�s time
me wondering,
if the past
can be erased by
simply moving forward -
out my window,
across the river,
a cemetery;
white markers
on a green slope -
i try to comprehend
a broken marriage
but for some reason,
all I can think about
are white wedges
in a graveyard
� D.B. Cox
Reproduced with permission
'FOREVER SEVENTEEN'
on parade
in the old man�s
coupe deville
past the neon arcades
& curb service joints
strewn like endless options
along the friday-night
boulevard
an unchained soul,
liberated by a slick v8,
& a dollars worth
of high-test �
25 cents a goddamn gallon...
singing along
with the car radio;
the bobby fuller four �
�i fought the law, & the law won�
knowing if things get slow
there�s an all-night
pool game down
at the crossroads
a grudge match --
�fountain inn red� versus
the �left hand of god� --
jimmy hodges
no cover charge�
or i could
just pack it in,
head home & watch
the twilight zone
the one where
gig young walks
back in time
to his old home town
& gets the bum�s rush
from his own father�
yeah, just another
friday night
no hurry, no worry
like a rolling stone --
back when satisfaction
was a honky tonk
woman -- & time
was on my side�
� D.B. Cox
Reproduced with permission
'BROTHERS'
bus station
in new orleans,
holding a cup of coffee
with both hands
wearing a frayed
black beret pulled
low over a matted
gray ponytail
he contemplates
his hazy reflection
in the grimy mirror
behind the counter
one of those
forgotten people,
living a half-life,
just beyond anybody�s caring
two stools down,
i�m indirectly
studying this guy
in the mirror
when suddenly
he catches my reflection -
now my eyes are his,
& his eyes are mine
the same empty stare
of thirty five years,
& a thousand yards
of un-crossable ground�
without turning his head,
& just loud enough
for me to hear
he whispers, �it ain�t easy��
i know my part
& reply, �there it is��
& he quietly echoes,
the timeless
marine corps closing line, �there it forever & fucking well is��
between two old brothers,
who�ve already heard
way too many people
talking the same tired shit -
there�s no need
for further conversation�
� D.B. Cox
Reproduced with permission
'THE DAY THE MUSIC DIED'
i�ve sat through
wagner�s �tristan & isolde�
i�ve heard schoenberg
try to out-wagner wagner
in �transfigured night�
i�ve listened to webern�s
�symphony for chamber orchestra�
in which sound is pulverized
into luminous dust
one enlightening evening,
i watched john cage
cram enough junk into
the back of a grand piano
to make a pontiac bonneville;
just so he could explore
the outer frontiers
of musical pointlessness
but my symphony tickets
went on ebay, the night
a well-dressed piano soloist
walked on stage & executed
a piece entitled 4� 33�...
as the audience
watched & waited,
this guy sat silently
at the keyboard
for 4 minutes & 33 seconds,
stood up, bowed & departed
creating the first ever
___musical vacuum
in the local concert hall�
leaving me wondering -
if a concert pianist is seated
at a steinway -
alone in the middle of a forest
& a mammoth oak tree
crashes down
on his hollow crown�..
does it make a sound?
& if it does,
could you,
would you - have the balls
to call it music?
� D.B. Cox
Reproduced with permission
'HESHU'
--- �On October 12, 2002, Heshu Yones, a sixteen-year old Iraqi Kurd who was planning to run away from her family home in London had her throat cut by her father, because he believed she was dating a non-muslim and had become too westernized�
from Harper�s Magazine
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and when he had slaughtered
his wayward, western daughter,
the one he could not comprehend,
him crazy - out of control,
like some blind and willful beast.
when his anger was spent,
and the silent room began
to whisper its accusations.
what then?
did he scream out her name?
did he bend to touch
her perfect face, and gaze
into staring, black eyes?
did his blood-stained fingers
trace the long, dark
waterfall of her hair
to where it flowed
into that cruel, red river
just below her throat?
did he now, in utter despair
of his own fatal vision,
turn the blade on himself
and write a fitting end to this
pathetic, one-act play?
or?
did he coldly
lay the knife
on the killing floor,
place a call,
and wait -
� D.B. Cox
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'CHET BAKER WORE KHAKIS'
posed on stage:
dark suit,
trumpet in his hand,
stark & glassy,
vaguely sinister,
a beautiful face
with a smile
as mysterious as
the mona lisa�s -
a film-noir scene,
come to life
playing a kind of
jazz-haiku, with
an ache in his tone
that hints at the dark
secrets hidden behind
his distant stare
each phrase, suspended in air,
like a trail of cigarette smoke: �my funny valentine�,
�this time the dream�s on me� -
small truths, falling
from the bell of his horn
like cool indigo,
& the place he sang from
was utterly untouchable -
like a child singing
to himself, as he plays alone,
like the sound of
solitude for sale�
nobody knows
why he climbed
inside the darkness
of his own soul -
stumbling down
street after mad street,
determined to find
the closest point of departure
accommodating
all the people
who wanted to see him
crash & burn -
all those good-time,
i-told-you-so brothers,
who can now smile,
as they take their last,
righteous shots
at the �golden boy,�
the �great white hope�
of jazz trumpet -
a jazz icon,
ultimately reduced
to a photo
in a meaningless,
madison avenue (GAP)
sales campaign �
�chet baker wore khakis��
� D.B. Cox
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'PASSING FOR BLUE' For D.N.K
My best friend
died last year,
in a 24-hour store -
shot by some shaky kid
when he walked
in on a 32 dollar holdup
to buy a pack
of Marlboros.
He was a blues-man.
He knew more
about Robert Johnson
and Tampa Red
than Amiri Baraka - or Leroi Jones.
He used up most of his time,
and all of his options
preaching to the blue
multitudes, jammed
into the cheap neon
playgrounds, along
the whore-haunted streets
of late-night Memphis;
where no accusing eyes
ever questioned the
heartfelt disguise, he wore
like an invisible man.
And on the day
his ashes were
tossed toward
the rain-polished sky,
there were no
sad fans weeping,
no sanctifying poetry
from Langston Hughes,
just a southbound
breeze to ride on,
for the white boy
passing for blue.
� D.B. Cox
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'WHERE DO THEY ALL COME FROM'
�Then this morning I went to the bookstore and bought The Catcher in the Rye. I�m sure the large part of me is Holden Caulfield, who is the main person in the book. The small part of me must be the Devil.�
Mark David Chapman
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He lies, face-up, on the floor
of a hotel room he can�t afford.
His eyes are closed. On his chest,
a closed paperback moves slowly up & down � marking time.
The plan is clear.
Everything he wants to say,
reduced to a
single blinding point.
A warning message to false prophets.
A Technicolor caution sign
to purveyors of empty noise,
& meaningless bullshit.
A .38 special delivery
from a real nowhere man,
to the used-up hero
who haunts Dakota halls,
& hides behind elegant walls,
that cannot save him.
Lost to himself, hopelessly slipping
into some half-assed parody�
He opens his eyes & checks his watch.
Almost time to rock & roll,
lock & load,
cross the street, & disappear
into the faceless
New York hum �
�All the lonely people,
where do they all come from?�
� D.B. Cox
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'JACO'
distant sirens
break like terrible news
the world�s greatest
bass player lies
bleeding
in the gutter;
twisted, like a broken bird,
dying, in a dirty,
half-lit, southern street...
desperate fingers
reaching for the no one
who waits to save him
the hold, the dark
had on him,
finally smashed away
by some small-town,
inconsequential badass;
& where was
the voice
in the crowd
calling for mercy -
were they all
tongue-tied
& terrified -
or maybe
they were all
just enjoying
the show
the sad truth is --
in the end,
jaco strayed,
like a lost pilgrim,
into a pack of
ravenous wolves
& talent, that bright
currency with which
he had always
bought forgiveness -
was as worthless
as a sweet prayer
to jesus
� D.B. Cox
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'AMERICAN BUSINESS CARD'
the pitchless hum
of an idling greyhound
combines with the suffocating
fumes of diesel fuel
to soak the night air
with noisy poison
a skinny panhandler,
wearing a kid�s
spiderman tee-shirt,
sits crumpled, like lost luggage,
just outside the brownsville
bus depot
hard times & places
chiseled
across his face
like engravings
on a tombstone
two hollow eyes,
like piss-holes
in the snow,
stare blankly
at the casual caravan
of human traffic
as it flows along
with its totally
assured sense
of destination
there�s a wrinkled
square of cardboard
at his side -
a kind of faded-brown,
contemporary
american business card
with the fractured
graffitti,
�out of work�,
scrawled across the front
one look at this guy
& you know he�s
done for - & knows it -
& yet, his accusing eyes glare at me,
as if i could somehow save him
what�s going on here
can�t someone help this man
right now,
before this humiliation
goes on any longer
somebody has to put things right
is there no one
who can put an end
to this hopeless unraveling -
________________________
the pitchless hum
of an idling greyhound������
� D.B. Cox
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'BIRD ON THE WING'
you traded in
your cabaret card
for somebody�s
idea of paradise
& now -
you�re standing
outside a club on
52nd street,
the rain, beating
a philly-joe solo
on the brim of
your fedora
can�t even get
your fucking foot
in the front door
of the jazz joint
they named for you �
bird, the man
who could glide over
chorus after chorus
smooth, sure, & fast
as your little sister�s
ass, & never run
out of things to say
bird, �liberator of paris,�
�king of bebop� -
gets another royal
welcome home
so, what now -
the jazz clubs
are being replaced,
one-by-one,
with strip dives
& they�re playing
rock & roll
over at the
paramount
claiming, bop�s
just an outline
of the past,
a graveyard ghost�
__________________
but you can
come with me -
if you wanna go
to kansas city
a place where you
can play without
a goddam license
& you won�t have to be
charlie parker with strings;
you can be free -
a bird-on-the-wing...
� D.B. Cox
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