I sat in front of my PC,
surrounded by
the same old clutter
that never seemed to tidy itself up.
The half drunk drinks
from last night,
or the night before,
and the half worn clothes
lying about my room.
Listening to the same old tapes
time and time
again,
the music engraving on my brain.
The bed covers crumpled,
from the sex earlier in the day.
And I sat here,
sticking to my five hundred words a day,
letting it all come out,
whatever it was.
Sipping left over cheap wine,
as my money
from all those years of
hard (!) work
disappeared.
I didn’t give a fuck
about going back to breaking my back
for someone else to
get rich off.
I was just waiting,
and waiting,
Till I started making it off the writing.
Letting page after page
pile up.
The making it wasn’t important
What I liked was the writing
and the
waiting.